Thursday, September 6, 2012


1st parcel.

2nd parcel. 

im not done here. another parcel is yet to come next week. this is me "goyang kaki" at home while doing some online shopping ordering tops n tops.. yes! i love tops n blouses. kih3x.. since i've followed picknbloom in IG, lots of boutiques online had been following me back. that sucks you know. knowing tht i would scroll down to the bottom feasting my eyes with their items, my shopping lust is sooo strong n quite exaggerating.. puasa pun x mampu kawal. lol.. 

since i got no frens here to lepak2 (sobs2x).. ive been lingering at home after raya, searching any online boutiques which offer the best that i can afford aka cheap. ahakz. this year, duit raya is too ciput. luckily i got some moolah from my part-time job n some from abah (lepas pujuk sket2 lol).. fuuhh.. -.-" menabung? hmmm.. i dont even have chance to it.. abah told me to use my own money n sometimes, he kept asking me when would i get my first salary, so tht i wud treat him 4 dinner at restaurant.. -.-" 

Oh this?

yesterday, Adib asked me to join others (Taqi, Rahimi n Sab) to play badminton. i was laughing ma self out sbb ape? aku raket pun entah campak mana, sport shoes pun x bwk balik. well, drpd x buat pape petang smlm, i just tarted myself and went to pick adib n sab. the "training" went well. the boys were awesome. aku stakat player softball hny mampu smash tgg jer.. pas balik mula lah bdn sakit2.. aigooo~ dasar calcium x pernah cukup.

my endind never goes well. so kbye.

Saturday, September 1, 2012


Merdeka in terms of peace, yes everyone is at the same point agreed when it comes to how u describe ur merdeka. i find most of the twtup #merdeka55 twitted the same thing. merdeka is living in a peaceful n loving country.. blablabla.. truly we r living in peace but technically it's not when everyday, crimes are almost at the newspapers' head.. 

Merdeka nowadays especially this 2012 is very unique. As for me, it's unique and bizarre coz it's totally biased and bullshit. Merdeka this year ultimately promotes partism and politics. With #JanjiDitepati slogan and one-sided official song, it really sucks. I was quite annoyed with the "kini tiba masa balas budi" lyrics.. As for the logos, it disappoints everyone as it's obviously like created by paint. *thumbsdown. well, the opposition had done very well in terms of slogan and the logos. ha!ha!ha!..  

When i woke up this morning, i realized ma and abah were at the living room watching television, and i asked them why were you not working? ma said: its merdeka lah. me: oh cuti. its like im really not into it compare to back then. previously, people were kinda enthusiastic and excited celebrating merdeka. Flags are everywhere. vehicles were decorated with flags n those 4 colours. people wearing merdeka attires and of course flags hanging on the trees and houses. it was so fun back then. ads in the tv were also awesome and some of them were manly tears i assured u.

but now, everything's changed. People get separated with their difference views. With Bersih coming up, up-sided Medias and corrupted authorities, im not sure whether we are truly merdeka or not. People keep claiming their rights. everything must be accorded to their satisfaction. If not, there'll be illegal assemblies, riots, strikes and so on. With technologies n news r as easy to catch, people nowadays get deceived easily with unscrupulous stories. Defamation n slander r everywhere. Innocent people was punished and the criminal get freed. Politics get dirty, even more the politicians. They build up cronies and take law into their own hands. Commoners like us are treated like underdogs. Money n power rule, Laws are abducted.. *sigh.

Malaysia is Merdeka, but Malaysian is still terrorized. we have 3rd class mentalities, the lazy and spoon-feed Malays. Racism. Suppression. Secularism.. etc.. this is what u called Merdeka? i doubt that. who to be blamed? i dont know. we have been raised like this, scared of changes n risks. 

cc: Tukang Kata. Merdeka bukan melepaskan burung dari sangkar, fikirnya. Yang lebih penting ialah bagaimana mengajar burung mengenali padi dan permata. Merdeka bukan sekadar meruntuhkan gunung-ganang, membina belantara batu dan pencakar langit; tetapi bagaimana memproduktifkan rakyat supaya mampu memiliki pencakar langit dan belantara batu itu.
.Farouk karya Sabda S. halaman 142.

..we are not there yet... 

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