Wednesday, November 30, 2011


only can be done in next two three years.. lol

pic was taken during the barbeque night at pangkor

happy anniversary my dear. we've known each other for more than 7 years but still.. these 2 years are the best for me for knowing you very well. i love you so much and may our love last forever till we come at the "tying the knot" day..  insyallah.. =)

p.s: people says kalo muka tue seakan2 sama ada jodoh. i admit that. we maybe look slightly same but i'm fairer than him. hahaha.. 

Sunday, November 27, 2011

abang on his way. ha!ha!

mms pic from angah.

this 10 years old kid went for "sunat" yesterday. angah told me he didn't stop crying though being offered with games. lol.. i really wish to be at home now to ejek2 him and usik2 dgn ayam goreng. kah3x.. 

aiyoo abang.. kata rey mysterio.. muahahaha.. 

Saturday, November 26, 2011

towards a better change.

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 to all readers.

how's the 1432 treats you? how's your life back then? despite we are using and applying the English calendars, still we aren't forgetting our Islamic one.. rite? 1434 years of hijri has begun and this is the time we checked and analyzed ourselves for what we had done before. and some of them has updated bout their "azam tahun baru" for a change.. maybe.. 

my life is just an ordinary one. went for umrah last 4 month didn't change me after all. i'm not becoming what i wanted to be. instead.. it became worst. im quite a sinful muslim. i realized it but still.. i did the same thing over and over again. i cared about my relationship with humans but not with The Immortal One. once you stepped your foot onto doing bad things... it's hard to turn you back without the eagerness of repent. shame on me. as a student who always kept inside the dalil and hadis in mind, i seldom applied it. =(

as for today.. i woke up earlier and went for study circle class..(earlier for the 1st time =.=") i learnt a lot today when we recited surah al-mu'minun and rephrase its meaning one by one. as the surah told us about the characteristic of mu'min people.. i realized that i had not becoming one of them.. when i started reciting and memorizing one of the prayers, my heart ached deeply. too much sins i had committed. i had being the slave of my own desire quite good enough. i had defaulted my own self. im a total failure of becoming a good muslim and a role to my own siblings. =(

اللهم اغفرلي ما قدمت وما أخرت وما أسررت وما أعلنت وما أسرفت و ما أنت أعلم به مني، أنت المقدم و أنت المؤخر لا إله إلا أنت   

Ya Allah, forgive me for what I have done and what I might do, and all that You know better than i realized it. You are the pioneer and last in all affairs what is veiled, known and violated the limit.

Allah has gave us many chances to repent. and still.. we are lack of awareness that "malaikat maut" are always watching us 70 times. be thankful that we are still alive today and have the time to revert ourselves and muhasabah diri. if we (you and me) are still at the old track, let's do a lil bit transformation towards a better change.. a better muslim..

 رب ادخلني مدخل صدق و أخرجني مخرج صدق و اجعل لي من لدنك ساطاناٌ نصيراً

 Ya Allah, masukkan aku ke tempat yg benar dan keluarkanlah aku ke tempat yg benar. Berikanlah aku kekuasaan yg mendapat pertolongan drpd-Mu..

 my prayers are..

1) take a good care of my relations with god!.. 

2) patient.. banyakkan bersabar.. life and relations are both challenging. bear in mind that i cant fulfill everyone's satisfaction.

3) keep my own thoughts to myself..(exceptions for opinions expression)

4) more towards down-to-earth attitude.

 5) and of course.. x membazir.. =.="

 so guys.. please dont wait anymore.. let's transform ourselves towards a better person. do it for yourselves. it does not mean that you would have to change who you really are but this is about a change for a better. life is short. live simply just to make others simply live. salam.

 oh btw... 

this is bullshit.

p.s: nk dekat final nie lah br nk berubah. ye dok??


Friday, November 25, 2011

good job Bill Condon

p.s:1st of all, Bill Condon is the director. dont misspell his name as condom kay..

i know that people out there especially those who are the biggest and most huge fans of Twilight Saga Series are soo much eager to watch the last movie of Twilight Saga; Breaking Dawn Part 1, isn't it..? well as much as eager as i am.. i have already downloaded it and watched it straight away.. hehe.. and the result:

100% AWESOME!!!!.. 

you know this series are getting much better than the first three. Twilight is such a beginner for a vampire atmosphere. (maybe because the director was a woman, so it aint help that much to really copying the book) and new moon was getting much clearer.. strengthened with Eclipse with the action pack and of course.. breaking dawn has beautified it with more suspense and of course the tying the knot. (i cant detect "A Thousand Years" song.. =.=")

which part i like the most: every single part. =D

.. the wedding..
.. the honeymoon awkward moment..
..the time where Bella finds out she is pregnant..
.. Bella was like an anorexia since her baby "ate" her..
.. the scene where Jacob went crazy and admitted himself as the alpha.. (how cool when u watch the werewolves talk to themselves)
.. and of course.. the time when Edward injected the morphine to ensure Bella isn't dead and kept pumping her chest.. (i cried.. ^0^..)

this movie which had been listed in most of the fanatic fans of twilight (like me) as the MOST WANTED MOVIE TO BE WATCHED is a worth!!..  but i think there is a slightly twisted part in this movie.. if u read the book, u'll probably know.. hehe.. but overall.. i'm totally satisfied and enjoyed watching this. cant wait to watch Bella threw her anger on Jacob for imprinting her daughter on part 2. (jacob was quite annoying. dislike him)

rate: 5/5 (an expected rate from the fan)

is it hard for parents to let go their daughter to get married.. early??..
okay out of topic.. *_*

Thursday, November 24, 2011


lately.. aku cepat sngt exhausted..
nasi pun dh x berapa lalu nk makan..

jiwa sngt kacau sekarang..
tekanan perasaan probably. hope this wont affect my health.

Friday, November 18, 2011

a kind of show off mom.

since my dad wanted to buy a new handphone.. especially when he excitedly wanted us to print out nokia N9 and its features..

i texted my mom.. told her to ask abah for not buying that N9..
if he really wants a touch screen hp.. (since his 2 previous touch screen hps were grabbed by his own daughters) i was willingly to give mine.. with a consideration of Ipad.. hehe.. meaning to ask him to buy ipad lah senang citer.. hehe..

and to my surprise.. my mom replied:
sorry to disappoint you, abah dah beli mlm td tp warna hitam sbb pink xde stok (with a smiley show off face) =.="

i was like.. WHAT!!!... nooooooo....

during this message conversation, ma said that she was using her old hp and still aint using that n9 coz she was still learning to use it and of course the reason was she wanted "to act" in front of me this sunday.. derrr~~

MMS pic from angah.

 the tendency of having an enormous jealousy would arise if the phone is in pink. but seriously, casing would soo much help to beautify it.

this afternoon, ma called me. the reason: saje nk try hp baru.. with a devil laugh.. hahahaha.*funny* angah texted me that abang was huyooooooo when he 1st saw it. i bet i knew already what he was going to said next after that huyooo.. ha!ha!..  

i bet they would be (from the left): ANGAH, HAKIM, ABANG N BABY... hahaha..

so i guess no one would be interested with this iphone3 anymore.. huhu..

 xpe2.. since this N9 doesn't have any button at all.. its quite difficult to adapt with the screen most of the time. like for me, when im in a texting mood, i would rather use the keypad. much easier.. so i guess, i'll try to persuade ma to exchange with mine after this.. hehe.. but be4 that, i'll make sure ma to buy casing 1st.. =)

my E7 is much more lovable.. isnt it.. ppffftttt.. =P

conclusion: my family is a big fan of NOKIA

Thursday, November 17, 2011

i need that feeling back.

 hello peeps, readers and silent readers.
 the thought of writing a new entry is like an adrenaline juggling and marathon-ing in my vein. yeah. a likely having that feeling when you are a blogger. but still.. not a fanatic one.

im currently in a relief mood. Islamic Legal System test 1 had just finished. sum up only 1 subject left for mid-test which is next week. and tonight, i dont have that nerve to study. already promised to Asmaa and others to watch al-hijab at 9. and now.. im still blogging.. not yet taking bath.. =.="
being too much dating with books (lie) and having class on saturday cause me for not doing any shopping much. i just went back from my mid-break and still.. aint have ample time to do it. and of course.. having a boyfie who always advises you to save your fulus does not help that much. ha!ha!.. like i care..(sometime)

i miss that moment when i shopped lots of beautiful-cute-hot-amazing-and awed- things. a few weeks ago, i bought a yellow handbag at uia center. but still.. it doesn't cost me too much to get that enthusiastic emotion when doing shopping windows at the real shopping mall.*sigh. to add that, since i've got a tumblr.. which always pops-out with so many cute an adorable things.. i would always have that feeling like questioning myself.. "when was the last day i shopped?"

how gorgeous is this?? @_@
seriously, this semester drives me nut. assignments and task are like running water which never knows the meaning of STOP. but still.. procrastinating is a fundamental and a basic strategy as a uni student and doing last minutes works is quite as much can be called as a skill. kihkihkih..

so.. i think maybe i will retrieve that ohsom feeling after finishing this crazy semester. having break at home and drive all the way round to the town and do some shopping windows as much as i can. or maybe just do some online shopping just like before this. handbags website-checked! dresses?? unchecked. mastercard-CHECKED!.. hehe..

hence.. i think i need to do some shopping-list first before i burnt down my money onto it. rite?


Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011


as usual. i should have studying Islamic Legal System right now. not facing the laptop and make that running fingers on the keyboard. =.="

i am too damn bored. studying is not helping too much in the evening. i would rather online, surf the tumblr, seeking any funny quotes or cute pictures, laugh and awed quietly by myself or reading others blog. as usual. or maybe doing some taik mata during this rainy and cool day. ha!ha!

 found out one. have a look. 

Mr. Federickson in UP. how similar is that?? cute!!!..

my midbreak had fleeting away. a week wasn't enough. furthermore, being expecting that the Transaction of Islamic Law test 1 would be held on Monday, i had sacrificed my hol-went back earlier to uia to study but it end up postponed to next week. what a mess.. 

i miss my home so much especially the hot shower. have to be very very patient taking bath using the icy cold shower every tick tock ticking. oh my~~.. and oh btw.. here i declare that there will be no part 2 entry for the Pangkor Sweet Escape trip. sorry for couldn't make it.. like i care. =P just one last picture from it.. 

new family. =)

so.. random story begins.. there will be ILS test 1 on this Thursday. got my Qahol marks already. its good since ustaz is quite stricter. im not expecting that mark since my answers were not that fully occupied with 5 marks- meaning to say, they were shorts. haha. whatever.. got compliment lg. ngeh.ngeh. 

ma and abah would be here this sunday. going to persuade them to jalan2 at wangsa walk and do some shopping. need a pair of flat shoes but im not going to spend my money on it. hehe. oh, last saturday, i baked chocolate cheese cake for my dear cayang. sorry for not baking an orange cake. i'm bored of eating it. =.="

the topping was quite messy since the cheese was soo lembik and the cake was too damn lembut. cewwaahh.. hehe.. overall.. mmg ohsom meehhh..

ok. here goes 2nd story.. last night was the opening ceremony of Aikol Fest. started with the legal theater entitled; Overnight which was not that good.. i'm so much pitied to my colleagues who had put lots of effort being a comity but the theater was a total disappointment.

total disappointment
lastly... i end up with three words. => i am homesick. huhu. =(

Monday, November 14, 2011

Thursday, November 3, 2011

A thousand years..

seriously in love with this song.
cant wait to watch Breaking Dawn; Part 1.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

#wordless wednesday: untunglah~~

1st of all.. this shouldnt be the next entry. suppose i have to continue the sweet escape on part 2 but never mind.. i'll post it later.. 

 we both x hbs2 kena usik ngan bdk2 prs uniten.. they said.. untunglah~~.. haha..

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Pangkor Sweet Escape; Welcoming Break. part 1

28 - 30/10

first and foremost, a very big thanks to my dear cayang for inviting me to join his PRS Uniten and treated me for the trip. i love u soo much lah.. ^^

okay. so the sweet escape began last weekend.. started on Friday- heading to Perak at 3pm and arrived at the island on 10.30pm. well.. during the journey, everyone was so excited and enthusiastic. surely the bus was soo noisy with the pot-pet-pot-pet from the participants. quite riuh rendah i could say. everyone seems to know each other very well. just like a big family. not really differs in background coz most of them were pantai-timur-ians.. =D

At the jetty  

the urusetia.. =)

we stayed at Palma Beach Resort, just about 200 meters away from the beach. 


woke up earlier in the morning. gathered at 7 and had a little warm up before heading for volleyball games between the said respective group.

the handsome boy. haha..

its me!

group 2: never won in all matches. =.=" haha..

then.. we got a break and free activities after ten. so we both went for canoeing.. canoed to the coral island. we took approximately 30 mnts to reach there. yeah.. i failed. my 1st time of canoeing. what could i say.. hahaha..

thanks to Ma who lend me that glasses. hehe..

and others went for banana-boating!!..

at 2pm.. we went for snorkeling still at the coral island. my 1st time of snorkeling, i aint adapt and stabilize myself very well.. quite afraid with popping out from the water. not really cool.. huhu.. but yet.. it was so amazing.. luckily i had my savior who helped me soo much in the water.. hehe.. 

jungle trekking after done with water confident.

my lovely saviour

 ...... lets save it here.. i'll continue with part 2 later.. hehe..